Even Fame Doesn't Save You From Tragedy

Rock Hudson was the ultimate leading man in Hollywood's Golden Era. He was charming, handsome, charismatic, and adored by millions, but he harbored a secret and unfathomable struggle. A gay man, he was forced to conceal his true self and project only a meticulously crafted image of a heterosexual heartthrob. That is, until the AIDS epidemic had other plans for him. The disease claimed his life, but his public image sparked public awareness and kickstarted fundraising and research, leaving behind a legacy far more significant than just a handsome face on the silver screen. Here are 20 tragic facts about Rock Hudson. 

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1. He Was Forced To Keep His Sexual Orientation Secret 

In an era when homosexuality could have destroyed his career, Rock Hudson was forced to live as a closeted gay man. He lived a double life, maintaining his image as a heterosexual heartthrob in public.

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2. He Had A Sham Marriage

To quell rumors about his sexuality, Rock Hudson married his agent's secretary, Phyllis Gates, in 1955. The marriage lasted three years and was likely organized by his studio.

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3. He Had A Tragic Childhood

Rock Hudson had a traumatic childhood. His father abandoned the family, and his stepfather beat him, tried to stifle his acting ambitions, and took away any "girly" toys.

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4. He Had A Secret Relationship

Because of the need to conceal his sexuality, Rock Hudson could never live openly with the man he considered his "true love," stockbroker Lee Garlington. The two had to be extremely discreet and could never get lost in the throes of love. 

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5. He Was Diagnosed With AIDS

Rock Hudson was diagnosed with AIDS in 1984. He was the first major celebrity to go public with his diagnosis, though he initially desired to keep it a secret.

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6. He Faced Blackmail Over His Private Life

Throughout his life, Rock Hudson experienced many instances of blackmail regarding his homosexuality. The blackmail came from tabloids, his former lover, and even his ex-wife.

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7. He Lost Friends To AIDS

Before his diagnosis, Rock Hudson had already lost friends to AIDS, as gay men are more likely to contract the disease. It was an eerie reminder of his fate. 

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8. He Was Terribly Ill While Filming Dynasty

While filming his final film, Dynasty, in 1984 and 85, Hudson was already gravely ill. Production had to be carefully managed to accommodate him.

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9. He Sought Experimental Treatments

Desperately grasping for anything that might work, Hudson travelled to France to receive unproven treatments, including an experimental drug called HPA-23. He sought help from French doctors and even contacted the White House in hopes of getting transferred to a military hospital. 

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10. He Endured Discrimination

In the early days of AIDS, there was a lot of uncertainty and stigma surrounding the disease. He faced discrimination after going public, including being refused his seat on a commercial flight and being treated like a pariah by the media.

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11. He Couldn't Finish Some Projects Due To His Health

In his final year, Hudson's health declined astonishingly quickly to the point where he could not complete certain projects or scheduled appearances. In his final film, his poor health was apparent as he had to rely on cue cards for his lines.

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12. He Became A Symbol Of The AIDS Epidemic

Being the first major celebrity whose life was taken by AIDS, Rock Hudson became the human face of the crisis. His story forced the public to confront the disease head-on.

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13. He Passed At Age 59

Hudson passed away in 1985 at the age of 59 from AIDS-related complications, surrounded by only a few close friends. He requested that no funeral be held, and his body was cremated just hours after his death.

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14. His Death Led To A Surge In Funding For AIDS Research

Rock Hudson's decision to go public with his diagnosis had a major impact on AIDS research funding. His death marked a turning point in public awareness surrounding the disease.

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15. He Was Ashamed Of His Diagnosis

After so many years hiding his sexuality to save his public image, Rock Hudson reportedly felt ashamed of his diagnosis. This attitude reflected the fear and stigma surrounding AIDS at the time. 

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16. He Became A Heavy Drinker & Smoker

In the later part of his life, Hudson became a heavy drinker and smoker. These bad habits contributed to many health problems and even led to bypass surgery in 1981. 

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17. He Died Estranged From His Family

Hudson was estranged from many of his family members, including his father, who abandoned him as a young boy. He also had a complicated relationship with his stepfather, who was an abusive alcoholic.

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18. He Was Micromanaged By His Studio

His studio, Universal Pictures, controlled many aspects of Hudson's personal life. It even arranged fake dates and created his public persona. 

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19. He Lived A Double Life

Hudson couldn't openly live as himself or have a public relationship with the men he loved. He gave all that up to save his career until his diagnosis forced it into the limelight.

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20. He Retreated Out Of The Public Eye

At the end of his life, Hudson became exceptionally reclusive. Despite being one of the most famous actors of his time, he spent his final days in his home in Beverly Hills with only his closest friends by his side. 

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